time for change

i feel lost

i feel useless here

i feel like there is nothing left for me to accomplish in this place

its time to live my own life

its time to make my own choices

its time to be alive

im looking for motivation

im looking for happiness

im looking for meaning

i want stability in myself

i want love in my heart

i want peace in my soul

free from pain

i try as hard as i can every day to be my old positive self, but its really hard when my mind feels like an episode of hoarders... with no idea where to start clearing the clutter